这英语是什么情意思？ Pretend doesn't matter, I tell mysel

Question

这英语是什么情意思？ Pretend doesn't matter, I tell myself, I was so strong that I can bear everything. But, when I forgotten in the corner, I found, I can't afford to lose, I fear.

Answer 1

我假装无所谓,告诉我自己,我是如此的坚强,我可以承受一切。但是,当我被遗忘在角落里,我发现,我不能失去,我害怕。